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kairosaetherThere's been a lot of drama going around here lately! Sorry for not updating when I was a ten year old. I tell ya, man, no one wants to see me as a tween again. I was horrible. I think I made my sister decide to not have kids for another fifteen-twenty years. I really have to start paying attention to what I do when I'm in the Nexus.
It seems that Sav's door has closed again. I hope I hear back from him soon; I miss him and the friends I made there already.
Anyway. This .. is a little hard for me to answer, but only because it's still a little embarrassing to admit to, even if it's been a while* since it's happened. My first love was someone I met while in the Nexus. He was huge for me: he helped me settle in my own skin. He helped me realize that I wasn't this damaged bit of fluff that no one wanted. I am beautiful and smart. People can be and are attracted to me. I'm genuinely likable.
He helped me realize I have to fight my own battles, though he'd be there for me if there's something or someone I couldn't handle myself. He was my first friend outside of my sister. I loved him to distraction, and only part of that stemmed from this initial crazy obsessive love that formed when a friend of mine 'pointed him out'. I haven't spoken to him in what seems like forever* but I doubt he's changed: He's a great man, and I was lucky to have had such a caring friend.
He was my first for many things.
I miss him in a purely platonic sense. I hope he's well.
* Well, we already know time passed weirdly for me while I was gone. Ten years, two months - whichever one floats your boat!
Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 – Your day, in great detail
Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 – A moment, in great detail
Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 – Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 – What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 – This week, in great detail
Day 14 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 – Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 – Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 – Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 – Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 – This month, in great detail
Day 21 – Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 – A first, in great detail
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 – Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 – Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 – Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 – One last moment, in great detail
It seems that Sav's door has closed again. I hope I hear back from him soon; I miss him and the friends I made there already.
Anyway. This .. is a little hard for me to answer, but only because it's still a little embarrassing to admit to, even if it's been a while* since it's happened. My first love was someone I met while in the Nexus. He was huge for me: he helped me settle in my own skin. He helped me realize that I wasn't this damaged bit of fluff that no one wanted. I am beautiful and smart. People can be and are attracted to me. I'm genuinely likable.
He helped me realize I have to fight my own battles, though he'd be there for me if there's something or someone I couldn't handle myself. He was my first friend outside of my sister. I loved him to distraction, and only part of that stemmed from this initial crazy obsessive love that formed when a friend of mine 'pointed him out'. I haven't spoken to him in what seems like forever* but I doubt he's changed: He's a great man, and I was lucky to have had such a caring friend.
He was my first for many things.
I miss him in a purely platonic sense. I hope he's well.
* Well, we already know time passed weirdly for me while I was gone. Ten years, two months - whichever one floats your boat!
Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 – Your day, in great detail
Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 – A moment, in great detail
Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 – Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 – What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 – This week, in great detail
Day 14 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 – Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 – Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 – Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 – Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 – This month, in great detail
Day 21 – Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 – A first, in great detail
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 – Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 – Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 – Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 – One last moment, in great detail
